I teared up.

I guess I couldn’t control myself. Losing a girl I really like and come to love. It came so suddenly. Her question makes me skip a heartbeat, and I all I could do is to tell her that I really have come to love her. But, distance is a shitty factor of why our relationship never seemed to work. I wanna be with her, yes. I wanna hug and hold her hand, yes. I wanna kiss her whenever I get the chance to do so, yes. I wanna spend time with her all day long and call her up all night long, yes.

She said she’s confused. She wants a break up from me but she can’t seem to let me go either. She wants her honey to hold her cause she feels so lonely whenever her honey is not around. How can I be around when I’m way over here and she’s way over there. We said we could make this work, but we couldn’t. It’s not that we’re not faithful to each other. I guess sometimes the feelings wear off easily with this distance. The only time when the feeling’s oh-so-high is when we call each other up and text each other.

I love her. Yes. I love her. But now she just want to be friends. It’s hard for me to accept that. She said she can’t trust herself to be faithful to me because the distance is taking its toll on her. I want to say no. I want to continue being in a relationship with her, but what can I do? I feel so numb and helpless. I can’t stop thinking now.

It hurts so much inside. I felt weak thinking on the idea of letting her go. How the hell am I gonna deal with this? Faking happy faces but silently having a broken heart inside. No, I rather not talk about it with people. I don’t wanna tell the whole story over and over again. This is as far as anyone can know about it. Am I starting over? I don’t know. I’m not ready.

Break-ups.

Feeling down and sad, feeling empty and mad.

Hiatus. will end.

I’ll be updating this blog soon!! Sorry for the long delay!

Quarantined

Well, I won’t put too much words into this post as I am sleepy now. And Yes. This post must be completed in 10 minutes time. No recheck, No re-edit, just 10-minutes of no backspaces and highlighting any lines or words.

So, straight to the point. Ironically, I’ve been quarantined in Duyung block after my roomate got back from quarantine. By this, I mean, Fli was quarantine at Duyung last Thursday and was released on Sunday. The next day, I was feeling hot and in terribly warm all over my body. Yes. It seems that I have caught the fever.

I know I could be infectious to many people, mum even approved, I went on to the UTP clinic after lunch with Fli, Syahmi and Nuge. When I got inside the doctor’s office, the doctor measured my temperature and it was so effing high. 38.8 degree Celcius. Hell, I was literally hot. Then, the doctor start questioning me of my whereabouts and doings. She came to the question how is my roomate feeling? I said to her that my roomate is still recovering from his coughs and I slipped out words that would me feel so guilty after that. I said to her “My roomate just came out of the quarantine yesterday”.

Then the drama starts. The doctor was sighing and moaning “Oh no, dear, this is bad. Oh my God. Who is your roomate?” I brought her out of the room and pointed my roomate, and then she instructed her helpers to check on Fli’s record. Haih. While there were doing that, she asked me whether or not I wanna be quarantined or not. I told her, if you think I should be quarantined, then better put me in there because I don’t wanna put my friends at risk. After that, she called upon her helpers again and scolded them. “This is what happens when you discharge someone but didn’t give proper direction for them. Mana boleh discharge dia pergi bilik bila kawan dia tak balik. Tengok kes ni, Budak ni sihat, tapi kawan dia balik dari quarantine saja, the next morning, he was sick.” “Siapa doktor yang discharge budak Fleron tu?”

Fli was called into the office while I waited outside with Mi and Nuge, telling them I’ve been quarantined. Not long after that, Fli was instructed to put on the oxygen mask and inhale. I overheard the doctor telling her helpers that she’s putting two people in Quarantine, me and Fli. Sigh. I was so down when I know Fli got back in the zone because he did spent 4 freaking days there and just because of what I said, he was put back into it. But, it was the doctor’s fault actually. They didn’t discharge him properly. Hmm.

According to Fli, the female doctor was scolding at him because she thought Fli escaped the quarantine zone before and infected other. Fli said he was pretty angered with the doctor and his heart was beating so fast due to adrenaline. The doctor talked so much until Fli abruptedly pointed out to her at the card the word “Discharged”. Dengan penuh kekoyakan, the doctor was apologizing to him. But, insisted on checking Fli. She said he have asthma. Huh? And he had to be put back into the quarantine because he was infecting others. Sigh.

ANYWAY. After the drama, I did apologize to Fli and we were back as a team. Hehe. I’m pretty stressed up whenever I feel guilty towards my actions especially those that affected my best friend. And Fli is like my ultimate best friend slash roomie, so I was pretty stressed up. But, what do you know, arriving at the Duyung block, the supervisor(Mr Anas) pointed us to a room, and asked us to write our names on the paper on the door. What do you know, we’re roomates!, even in the quarantine zone. Hahaha.

Big Thank You to all my friend who helped sorted out our things and packed them and delivering them to Duyung. So, BIG SHOUT OUT TO SYAHMI AND NUGE, yang memang ultimate best friends juga, sebab sanggup turun padang, naik basikal and hantar barang2 kami. Huhu. More props to Syahmi for willing to cycle alone! and deliver salt and snack to us!! We know how u are always scared of being raped. Haha. Thanks2.

Hrm.

So, how’s Duyung? Erm, actually, it doesn’t even feel like you’re being quarantined especially when you’re in the room. I’m saying that this feels just like the room we have in V1, but only V1 have better view, cuz the room we got here had the view of a loji. eww. Fli said that he was bored to death when he was here last week because there was no human to talked with. We’re roomies, so you can guess how much we talk inside the room. Well, at least we got our laptops and our roomies to make this stay short.

Oh, wait. We got Mark Alex with us too! haha. But, he’ll be discharge soon. But still, he’s a great company also! Hehe.

The food is not that great actually despite them being free. It’s always oily and those freaking oil won’t help me recover my sore throat! Haha. Thank God for the salt! Hehehe.

Hmm. I guess that’s it. I’mma go to sleep and wake up to finish up the ANTM marathon. Ahaha. Nitez peeps. Pray for us. =D appreciate it so much!

* I wanted to upload pictures, but the shitty wireless here is terribly slow. Huhu. Nnt la ya*

PS: I’m sorry that I didn’t report much of the gayness that happened in the room. Cuz it didn’t happen!! or did it? hahahahaha

Situation : Helpless

Seriously. I can find no other words to describe whatever’s been going on around me. Everywhere there’s someone immersed in a helpless situation. Being a bystander, you could do nothing else, except for giving moral support, which translate again, into helpless bystander. Tell me, what do you do when your friends are hoping for you to say something that could ease their pain, or hoping you could work up some magic to get their hands out of the dirt, when you can’t even do a single thing?

Sigh.

I’m now in UTP. Well, of course I am. I chose not to go back or to exit this premise even after being declared close by the Health Ministry. Why? Well, I could list up a couple of things. First, where do I go anyway? Back to KK? Hmm, no money to buy the ticket, and no, parents’ money is a no-no. Daddy’s place? Well, initially I wanted to go there, but I hate the fuss of buying ticket at the last minute and to pack up my things urgently. Secondly, my best friend and beloved roomate is still quarantined at Duyung. I know even if I stay in UTP, I won’t get to see him until he’s fine enough to be released, but, at least he know’s he’s not alone in UTP. I know how it hurts to be left alone.

Argh. I’m still kinda puzzled how the disease spread like water flowing into a space. It’s damn fast. The prevention measure was too little too late. I’m not putting the total blame on the University, even with the prevention measure being circled around campus, people still won’t practice it. Some, even go to the extend of refusing to do a check up at the clinic because of their fear of being quarantined, hence, putting the people around them in more serious danger of occupying the same disease. Disgusting behaviour.

Yes. My roomie is at Duyung now being quarantined. He’s getting better, only having minor cough left. Mind you, he’s not positive H1N1. He’s just being quarantined because he has the symptoms of it, but he don’t have the disease. I don’t know if I’m acting paranoid or what, but, I’m feeling kinda sick now. Having a sudden fever and headache. Sigh. I will pray though, worry not about that. I bet it’s just the unpredictable weather and sickening atmosphere here in UTP.

I guess we’re gonna be stuck here until the Uni re-open next Friday. We can’t even rent a car and go out since the gate has been locked, I think. So, dota, makan, tidur, gitar and probably some sports are the only activity we’ll be doing here. The sports complex has been closed down temporarily. Can you imagine our agony?!

Huhu. Nuzul and Jimi is also sick now, huhu. I hope they get fine soon, along with Fli. God, help us.

I want things to get back to normal. Please.

People, cheer me up please.

STE

Hohoho!

How long has it been? Punya lama sudah sia x blog. hahaha. So sory. Obligations and lazyness called. Anyway, I posted in my Facebook status that I’ll be updating after games of DoTA. So, here I am. Mengantuk sangat, tapi nda pa la. Janji tatap janji!

So. Let me recap back on STE!!

Wait2. Let me just say this first. STE is F*CK*NG AWESOME!!!! The people, the learning, the experience, the place and the food are darn majestic and stupid-to-be-missed. That one week of Fun was fatful and blissful especially for me!. Hohoho. So, HERE WE GO!

Okay. I think I’m too tired to recall what happened on what day and what activity was on what time. Hahaha. So, I just make things simple here. I’ll make a highlight of the activities in STE. hehe. I’m putting quite a number of pictures so please, if your computer can’t take it, but you are so eager to see it, just close all application and wait for my page to load. Hahahahaha.

===> FOOD < ===

Muahaha. I dunno. I just like to start with food. The food is damn awesome lah. I remember having that western theme and we had this spagetti, chicken chop and chips in a plate. The sauce was damn TASTY that I wanted to steal some more from my friend’s plate. Oh, wait. I did. Hahahahaha. During the Indian-themed meals, we were seated and served by the awesome waitresses and waiters of the Resort. SEDAP!! I don’t have any picture to share of the foods, cuz I straight away eat them when I sit down at the table. Hahaha. Oh, the tea breaks and supper was awesome too! We were required to sit with people of different races, hometown and background. Integration. Hehe. Ok2.

===> RESORT <===

Well, the resort was quite hidden if you ask me. It’s located down a hill and is very2 strategic for relaxation. Hehe. There’s a river inside where you can bath in, but, my gang didn’t go for a dive or even a foot-dipping session. Hahaha. Hmm. Don’t ask why. Haha. We have our reasons. =).

Oh, my roomates were initially Stiel, Arunan, Helmi, Ashraf, Nazmi, Khaizie and Robert, but, everyone decides to switch room. Hahahaha. I stayed in my room with Stiel when Fli, Syahmi, Mark, Nasrie and Nuzul moved in. Hahaha. Talk about integration. Haha. Oops. Anyway, Chun Keat came late for the camp and he ended up in our room. Woo! haha. Ok2. I’ll introduce them ..

L->R : Stiel Po, Nas Po, Lolo, Mark Po, Fli, Nuge.. Mimi was the photographer..

This one with Syahmi! 3G cam ony..

Hoho! So that’s my gang for the whole STE. haha. Basically, they all memang close to me in UTP. Hahaha. Just that got closer to Stiel po and Nas po this STE. haha. Got to see their good and wild side *ehem ehem*. Anyway, I won’t go out of topic here. Hahaha. So, outside the resort, there’s this road that leads to a locked gate. We took a jog there. Haha.

We were staring at the river. Something was there. ugh

Bak kata caption Mark kat FB : Fantastic Four ka neh?!!

Hoho. One of my fav pix. hehe.

Hoho. I think we only got to jog for two days. Haih. Hahaha. Moving on, moving on. Oh! I forgot. There’s this one big hill you gotta climb up to get to the classes. Thankfully, our rooms are halfway on the hill so resting is easy. Haha. Let me see if I got any hill pix. *Search search*

Ok, it doesn’t look sloppy, but trust me. Calory-burn guaranteed! (Heck, I should know!)

OK! DONE.

==> CLASSES <==

Wah!! I can talk for days about this. Huhu. Pix or Post first? Well, let me just write first.

I tell you, upon coming to STE, I was a bit reluctant, I had this sense of insecurity and annoyancy about this camp. I mean, it’s during the sem break. Heck, I’m as fat as a fully-fed-pig during the holidays and coming to the camp, I felt fat but kept on. I was annoyed cause seriously, I HATE MOTIVATIONAL TALK. Well, I thought this camp was a camp full of crappy motivational talk, turns out, it became one of the best camp I’ve ever attended! Hahaha.

So, at first, coming into the class, I felt so foreign. I know Syahmi, Stiel, Yves, Daphnee, Venice, Halley and Ayu. The rest were just unfamiliar face except for Cain and Zarith. I don’t know them that much. Hahaha. Turns out, everyone in the room was damn happening people! I still remember when we came back to the room, we heard from the rest that their Class are very passive in terms of participation. Hahaha. I don’t know how but our classes are so damn fun and great. With the debate, participation, jokes, dance, singing and team spirit, I never wanted to leave the class. Huhu. I think all of these are possible with these 3 particular people. Huhu.

Zepty Zubaidah & Joyful Jalil!!!

alamak. Sory2. I don’t have any picture of Mr. Emir. Huhu. But, he’s awesome too! Hehe.

Ok! Ehem. Pictures are coming up next. Hehe. But first, there was this session of power nap, which I LOVE so much!! Hahaha. We all were given this kain pelikat that we can use as a bantal or whatever, we were asked to lie down on the mat and after that, the lights were off, the music was turned on and you can hear Mdm Zubaidah’s voice saying :

“Think about your shoulder.. Your shoulders only.. Breathe in… Hold it in for a while.. Breathe out.. ” Hahaha.

I SO LOVE THAT! Hahaha. We watch some movies too during the class, Such as Simon Birch, Falling Down, etc etc.

*haiz, I just fell asleep on my bed for over 5 hours. adui. hahaha. i’ll continue now*

There was one session where we were given a piece of paper and we can write any painful memories that we had. The lights were dimmed, the music suited the mood and the room was filled with an air of reluctantcy and awkwardness. At first I think I didn’t want to open up. Even in the dark, being emotional never been a public thing for me. But eventually, the mood got to me, I wrote almost 6 pages. CRIED on top of my paper. Well, not exactly crying yang kesakitan tu. This was more like the tears rolled down my cheeks relentlessly as I wrote down those memories. I never had any painful memory. I mean, no significant ones. Just that 2 memories in particular that has been close to my heart that I never wanted to look back again.

I’ll admit here, as I have admitted in the class also, I’ve never shed any tears for emotional reasons since I’ve hit puberty. *ehem ehem*. Well, I won’t count those tears that rolled when Kim Ah Joong was singing in tears in 200 pound beauty. Hahaha. Oops. Back to the topic. And so I thought maybe I was caught up in the moment of emotional that day, then, we had this sharing session where the light were dimmed again, we all were sitting in a circle and telling our stories on what we took for granted especially in our parents. I see that nobody wanted to open up so I went early. Then, others starts to open up, revealing stories up to others. I really cried when I heard stories from people that are really heart-wrenching. This just proved to me that everyone do have dark areas in the past that they wish to forget, that they wish to mend. Argh! Enough2.  Ok, what next?

Oh!! Competitions. Haha. I love competitions. In the class, we were grouped to 4 teams, I ended up in Mach 5, with Halley, Zhong Ying, Cain, Nazmi Superman, and Helmi. Awesome people! Haha. Nazmi is super quiet to me before now can talk a bit. Hahaha. Halley memang my friend so no prob. Cain pun makin lama makin ok ngan dia. Haha. Zhong Ying is super sombong to me at first, hahaha, but, eventually she yang banyak cakap. Helmi smiles a lot. Haha. Talk less but still talk to me la. Haha. We ended up 3rd. Nevermind, we were left behind like crazy before this and almost pintas Primax for second place in the end. No matter what, I so love you guys!!

I think I really like the class people. Huhu. During the outdoor activity SOS, we had to save ourselves using only 5 planks of wood on this sea. It was damn wide you know. Hahaha. Well, my teammates did planned everything out but didn’t quite make it at first. At first only Arunan, Ashraf and me who went on to the sea, we were in good pace until this fat pig drowned. Ops. That’s me! So rude panggil me pig! hahahaha. Anyway, Acap was saved so Arun came back alone, then, the tragedy happened. When Arun was almost 3 quarters back to the ship, he drowned!! So, our plank were floating in the ocean without anyone to take it. The mood of the group was so low. Huhu. Then, the people from the other team were trying to help us at first, but their group members were shouting just take their planks for us! Wth. Then when they were attempting to steal it, they ended up drowning as well, so now, they had 3 people save across, but we only had Acap saved there. Sad. But, my team members’ spirit were never low, they tied up their shoe laces to a shoe as a hook. The ghost of the drowned people at the seaside were never at peace. Lol. We kept shouting and cheering for our team althought Mdm Tasnima kept shhhhing on us. “Hantu mana boleh bercakap”, “You are supposed to be dead”. Lol. Looking at the other team, they were stunned at our attempt to get back the plank, yup. Stunned. They didn’t even made an effort, no cheer, no nothing, up until the point where the Facee told them to make an effort, or maybe they were just planning too long? I don’t know.

But! eventually, we did win!! Somehow, They hooked on one of the plank and Mimi was so flexible being Michael Jackson to get the plank. AND HE DIDN’T DIE!! [ R.I.P MJ]. After that, Stiel somehow got this flying gestures to get himself on the plank and he managed to get ALL the boards, including those from the other team. Hahaha. Talk about karma. By this stage, the ghost was so crazy already that we have this urge to keep cheering. There was only like 1 minute left but we only had 1 person saved so far, then everyone started to go on the planks, We had 9 at the whistle. So, basically, WE WON!! But the lesson was to think as a team, not to compete witht the other team who are on the same company as us also or so they say. I think so. Oh, Mdm Zubaidah was taking pictures as well, siap suruh Ghosts pose lagi. Hahaha. Then, we did our awesome team cheer, which I contributed in. Hoho. So semangat by that time.

Ok2. Moving on. We had this thingy called STE IDOL, a singing competition. Oh, wait. Better put that in the next paragraph. Hahaha. Pictures first! You must be so tired reading already. Haha.

*HAISH!! I DON”T HAVE MUCH PICTURE YANG BERKAITAN.. JAP2. Pegi curi from other’s FB lu. Hahaha*

*Shit eh, nobody took any pix in class, except for celet kot, but haven’t seen the pix yet. Hahaha. Let me just post pix from the last day of the people in class!*

The telurs, have to take care for 5 days. Everyone’s egg was A-okay!

One of the sharing sessions.

Ayumi. Eh2. Ayu & Mimi. Hahaha. And Robert

Clap3. Hahaha. Who’s turn now?

Half of the girls inside our class.. hehehe

Makan Time. INTEGRATION OK!!

The girls again. Caught them offguard! Ha!

Jen for Syntium, Zhong Ying for Mach 5, Mimi for Primax, Sofia for Sprinta!

The names and adjectives. I’m lustful Lolo. Eh2. No. Lucky Lorenzo. Hahahaha.

Look Closely. Usage of door. hahaha. I wrote the bottom2 ones.

During the STE Idol.

Supporters!!

Siap ada judges lagi!

Hoho. I think that’s all I can get. N I didn’t even curi . Hahahaha.

==> STE IDOL <==

Ok people! Hahaha. WE had this thingy called STE Idol where in the Team stage, you have to choose a singer from the group and compete and the winning group get to represent the Class in the finals. Hahaha. I voluntarily said I want to sing for my group. I don’t know. I just felt the urge to do so. Hahaha. I wanted to sing Pernah at first, but then, Mdm Zubaidah asked me to find a duet partner in the group, so I dragged Zhong Ying, who turns out to be a good singer! Diam2 ubi berisi ya. Hahaha. STE IDOL was so nice!! Hahaha. We sang I lay my love on you by west life. Haha. Here’s the link. WaTch it!! We won!!!

^^IF YOU CAN’T WATCH THE LINK ABOVE, PROBABLY YOUTUBE IS BLOCKED AT YOUR NETWORK. GO2^^

Yup2. We won, but, in the finals, I didn’t get to perform with Zhong Ying cuz she said she malu at first, then, Stiel stepped up, so I performed with Stiel with the song Sampai Surga. Huhu. It was awesome you know, but nobody took the video for that performance =((. Sedih sangat2. But, we won the voted in the finals as well!! We are the STE IDOLS!! Hahahahaha. I so like performing now. Hahaha. But hey, upon Mdm Zubaidah’s request, we’re gonna make a video of us singing that song, not in front of an audience, for sure, and will post it to youtube soon! Hehe. Watch out people!.

==>FINAL BBQ NITE <==

It was damn awesome okay!! There was kambing chop, Steamboat, Durian, manggis. Weh, family members, I tasted Durian!! SEDAP PULA. hahahahahaha. The STE IDOL performances, the Facees’ performance, the dancing, the camwhoring. BEST LA WEH!!.

Facees’ Performance!! Almost all of us rushed to the stage to jump!! Hahaha

JUMP! JUMP! JUMP!

Look at the Facees!! So semangat. Lagu Teman tapi Mesra kot.

finally with me in it! hahaha..

Our winning idol prizes. Shared among all. or is it? Napa berebut tu? hahahaha

OMG. Look at that table. Hahahaha. SedaP!!

my class! hohoho.

The fan, The Supporter, The Idols, The MC

Hoho. We did this wave thingy. Hahahaha.

Hohohoho. I can’t tag all the people. WHAT A BIG GROUP!

And here is the wave again. Hahahahaha.

With Cain, Half of the Vagina Gang, Jen and ZY, and of cuz Fli and Mi2

Me! With the hot and sexy modellicious Mel!

With the cute and photgenic Mei Foong!!!

Me with the daphalicious daphnee.. hahaha.. we tried to make the love sign, tp terjadi spec pula..

With Sophia. Aduh. Sedih Ayu kena pushed around by her. Hahahaha.

Akhirnya dapat gambor ngan ayu!!

With KAKAK CINTA~~~~~~ hahahaha. MARI3!!

Hahahahahaha. Fancy ending this part with Kakak Cinta. Every meal have this different theme to it right? So all the waitresses and waiter have to wear their attires accordingly. Hahaha. Kakak Cinta was Stiel’s ehem3. Opps. Ahahaha. Jangan marah po!. Saja ja. And Kakak cinta is one of our topik bualan time makan. Hahaha.

I said once to her ” Kak, ini semua boleh ambik lebih ya?” She replied ” Oh I love you too sayang”. WTH. hahaha. So I replied “Tapi ternyata saya bisa ngambilin lebih ya kan?” She said “Ya boleh2.” And she gave me extra lekor. Weeeee. Hahahaha.

==> Learning <==

Yep. This camp have definitely gave me insights on myself. Where to improve, and where to reduce. I like the whole process of knowing yourself in the camp, knowing the areas you can improve on, to boost up the confidence level that has always been low and be able to step up as a leader. Hahaha. I love it!! The team work, the inteligence part. hahaha. Everything about it!! I’m gonna miss Ste so much. hahaha. Well, not that much la. I just love the learning process and the people that came with it! Chow people! Await my updates!

PS: THANKS TO ALL WHOSE PICTURES ABOVE AND BELOW, I TOOK WITHOUT PERMISSION. HAHAHAHA.

With Mr Joyful Jalil!! So best this facee!!

My super awesome Group!! MACH Lima!! Haley, Nazmi, Nazrin, Me, ZY and Helmi

Another one!! Hahahaha

GRADUATE!!!!!!

THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING!!! PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS POST OKAY!!!!

Updates

COMING SOON!!!

HoHO… STE was super duper cool for me.. gonna put pix soon. hopefully..

Now gonna get a haircut. hahahaha.

Visit back soon people!!

Too much perhaps?

I was bored as hell last night and I was gonna blog until my friend jejom-ed me for DoTa. Hahaha. While YM-ing with my friends last night, a thought came across my mind. If I spoke too much with them, won’t they be bored of me? So, the inner-self began talking and conversing with the inner-mind.

Inner-self goes first :
“You’ve been with them long enough
to let them know who you really are, don’t sweat it,
they’re there cause they accepted you for who you are already.

Then came the reply from the inner-mind :
“Yeah, I know that, but, they have come to accept me
but I’m just curious whether or not
they will eventually be bored of me. Hehe.”

So, I kinda held back there for a second, not wanting to talk much with my cliques. I was typing simple replies and lessen the Hahaha word-usage. Haha. But, I couldn’t contain myself any longer so I burst-out into this chat-maniac, typing rapidly and replying almost instantly to every chat box. Hahaha. I guess, you can’t really change who you are. I like my inner-self better than my inner-mind. Inner-self is the one who speaks from the box of my heart. Inner-mind is from the brain but, he’s not that smart. Hahahaha. Apa ba sia merepek ni.

Anyway, I break my own words of updating this blog again, just because I’m super bored here.

3 more days in KK for this term. I have to have a license by next holiday. Warming up the couch every day has warmed-up the arse to be big as well. Hahaha. Haih. Anyway, that’s all for today.

Random thought of the day : hohoho. Some one called home this morning, and I picked up the phone. She talked in Kadazan and I was like so blur cuz I just woke up. But then I remembered, hey, I know this language. Haha. I understood what she said and wala! I was replying her in Kadazan also, fluently lagi tu. Hahaha. Well, I’m kinda proud. Haha. Usually I’d reply in Malay but Nu-uh! I did good. Haha. Excellent way to kick-off this day!

p/s : Baju berkolar x cukup. Terpaksa beli untuk STE and Undergrade. Wahhh

I’m Yours.

Hey Guys! Hahahaha. I know I said I won’t be updating until some time after my STE, but, just wanna say here, I’ve uploaded a new video to my Youtube Channel. Hahahaha. I won’t give outthe link here. If you wanna see it, find it. Hahaha.

It’s kinda obvious in my blog. There’s a link somewhere. Lol. Rate & Comments Appreciated. hehe.

Thanks!

Panat ni kaki sia.

Hahahaha. ya!! I’m super tired. Anyway, I’m not in the blogging mood just yet. I think I won’t be blogging until the end of my STE. So, await my post ya! hehe..

Anyway,

Thanks loads to Nuge for always willing to send and fetch me home. Hahahaha. Don’t worry Nuge, sia blanja ko nnt! and sia simpan rahsia handphone tu. =)

Thanks ma org2 bofot jua, cuz sanggup tunggu orang KK. Sabar ya Bofotian. wahahaha.

Thanks ma org Ranau, sanggup jalan ma blanja sia lagi tu.. Wahahaha..

Thanks to Sammi, Anus, Hakim, Carmen, and Mort, for that night. I gainedd 2kg kali from dat. Shoot. Good Luck Sammi! I’m ony a message away ya, if you need a friend. Hehe. Oh, Thanks Anus for sending me home. Hahahaha. Thanks Mor cuz blanja Shisha.

Thanks to Melyn and Hakim for taking the sijil with me. Hahaha. Thanks Tcher Rainul cuz blanja us makan. Hahaha.

One more week left in this holiday in KK. Sedih. But, gonna make the best out of it! Guys, Kluar lae kita one more time! Hahahaha..

Await my next post! Chow.

Congrats Meline!

Woo~ !! 2 years ago, sama ja level kita.. Now.. hahahahaha

This post is dedicated to my special and dear best friend, Miss Ameline Ronald Dompok!

So, 20th June is the date today, and you’re graduating!! Wow!! Graduate- A-Level ja la.. Hahahaha. But still, an achievement ba that kan! One step closer to your dreams girl!. Anyway, enjoy your holidays. It’ll end soon. Muahaha.

PS: Bila mo jalan ni Melyn?