Ok2. I don’t know what got into me until I couldn’t even update my blog. Haha. I’m asking for updates from Cheryl de blog and I always visit my UTP peng you de blog. Haha. And yet, it’s hard for me to update mine. Well, I blame this on my connection. Hahaha. [Padahal connection ok pun..]
Ok, well, I’m just gonna type in as little as I can here, because the last time I tried to blog out a long post, damn it, the connection got cut off, and I couldn’t save my post. I looked for it in my unpublished post or draft folder, and IT WASN’T THERE!! That’s why I’m so demotivated to blog. Hahaha.
Anyway, I’ve got Test 2 coming my way. I’m really into my study mood already [THANK YOU GOD! If not, I die during test and exam]. Everytime I open my books, I can feel the energy flow [No, no, I’m still sane. haha. It’s just a feeling, not insanity okay.] But sadly, I still can’t resist certain temptations such as comfy pillow [awww.. I see it right there..], going online [I don’t know for what reason, I can’t seem to go off sometimes] and friends in my room [maybe I should halau them once in a while. Haha. No la, just kidding]. So, the best way to overcome this problem is…
- Make sure the bed is messy when I want to study so that I won’t fall into the arms of the bed so easily. Like, I should put my jeans and tshirts all over the bed so that I malas wanna sleep. haha.
- I should mess with the settings of the connection in my laptop. No. maybe I should not. Haha.
- Maybe I should study immediately after I come back from the cafe. That’s when my friends are all full and they want to rest in their room for a while. But then again, wouldn’t I be doing the same thing in my room? aiya.
Ok, well, right after I blog, I’ll do my Call Lab essays. Oh my, I’ve really put my name to shame on this. Haha. I only manage to pass up 2 essay to my tutor, out of 7 topics given out. Haha. Apa boleh buat. haha. Whatever la, yang penting, I’ll finish it by tonight, then tomorrow, I’ll type and finish it up at the Call Lab and pass all of those works at night during tutor. Now that sounds like a good plan [Syabas Lolo. Syabas]
Hmmmmm. One month to go til I come back KK. Arrrhhh.. Haha. Nda sabar ba mau balik KK main futsal, ambik lesen, jalan2 di KK and meet old friends[especially the oneS that said they wanna bawa me dating when I come back. Ops!! Shouldn’t have said that].
Ok2, well, maybe I sould stop here. Awwww[I know some of you are saying awwww. Haha. Thanks people!]. But before I click the Publish button, I wanna post pictures I took from my phone during the CSS outing to Simpang Pulai Waterfall. Hehe. [Special Note to May Lin. I don’t think got your face la. Hahaha. but, steal anyway if you want. Hehe. Sorry May Lin!!]
Eh. Wait. Maybe I should make another post on ALL the pix I took. Haha. Oh yeah! Wait and See.
Hell yeah. It’s time to go back in the business. Gotta leave the holiday mood and self outside for now. My book are desperately waiting for me to pick them up and for me to read them. Haitz. Pity the books. Still neatly arranged in my locker. Hahaha.
I’ve been busy with my ICIS assignment during the holiday. Thank the Lord, the burden was off my shoulders as soon as I submitted the assignment report and website softcopy in Miss Penny’s mailbox. Fuh. We did a good job I think. Anyway, Flee and I finished our part in the 3rd business assignment too. We’re such a good team. Haha. He’s good with ideas, I’m good in words(well, I’m good in making a story seem longer than it really is. Hahaha). Math’s portfolio is rumoured to be due next week. Nasib baik I like Maths and I did all the works especially in the tutorials. Now all that’s left for me to do is the chapter summary for all the chapters we covered so far. That won’t be too hard, I think. Hehe. Thinking skill also have new assignment (MAN! THEY KEEP ON COMING!!). Thank God, it’s a group work and Praise The Lord my group consist of very2 smart and hardworking people. Hahaha. We just discussed the assignment and did the draft to be handed over to Dr. Ong tomorrow. Yay!
RIght now, I’m actually making business notes. We’re now in Chapter 10(but we skipped chapter 9) and my notes are only up to chapter 4! Aduiii! No worries. I’m gonna make all those notes again. I’m back into the studying mood after so many nights of procrastinating. When I’m back tomorrow, I’m gonna finish up my notes on chapter 5. I think there’s a business test coming soon since there weren’t any before the Raya holiday. So, better prepare from now right? Hmm.
My finals are scheduled to be held somewhere at the end of November I think. Not so long til that day. I’m really gonna prepare from now. Make time for play and study in the my routine. I don’t want to get left behind my coursemates. If they’re good, I can be equally good or better if I put my effort in this. God HELP ME!!! I need your blessings and grace and the holy spirit to guide me through this!. Amen.
Anyway, I wanna say thanks to Duvanson Geng! and Kak Do also for sending the Kuih Raya, Ang pow, and Kad Raya (special thanks to LALA!!). Speaking of kuih raya, Haha, Damn, I think I gained some kg(I know, i know, i bragged in my previous post about losing 8 kg already). Before Raya, I requested kuih raya from some friends here and they sure did brought the kuih. Haha. Syahmi, Jimmy, and Uyun. Eet Ying wanted to give me something too but due to the extended holiday, her gift for me turned bad and she can’t give it to me already. Sad. Haha.
Welll, I better get back to the business text book. Hahaha. This laptop is a distraction. I’m somehow thankful also that the connection tonight is really slow!! Hahaha. Ok, that’s it. Please pray for my drama presentation. Hehe. Thanks!
HAPPY BE-EARLY BIRTHDAY PISANG RAMLAN (atau nama betulnya Razanah Ramlan) !! Miss u pis!
So, I’m been browsing through my blogrolls and followed links to my friends’ blog. I am posting this one in response to Ameline’s post.
She posted this :
“this part is especially for my best friend Lorenzo. i don’t know even know who are my true friends now but i am sure u are still one of them.we were so afraid that we might lose contact and worse, awkward silence exists between us but turns out our friendship is much more stronger and closer now. i really appreciate that Lolo. u are the only person that i will never find any hesitation to send a msg or telling u whatever i feel like telling. i don’t know that if i can still consider my other friends as my best friend anymore because the awkward silence is starting to build up between them and i. or maybe i don’t even know what to talk to them anymore. i hate dealing with that kind of situation but i don’t know how to face it. i am glad to have u as a best friend. u were there through good and bad times and i hope it stays that way as time goes by. i miss u doofus.”
Dear Ameline, don’t really think about it so much. I know too that its hard to be around people that we don’t really know at first. Trying to get to know them deeper is sometimes hard because we tend to feel insecure right? If that’s not the case, people may not have been accepting.
People may have owned the mindset where they ditch our presence just
because we do not fit their criterias of a friend. Or maybe they simply do not want to be friend because they have their own clique already and adding us to the list is not an option, at all. Haitz. Nevermind. Adapting have never been harder.
But adapting here also made me realised that not all people all bad. You just gotta go through them one by one. Eventually, you’ll find gems that will shine the path of your friendship til you die. I’m quite lucky that I’ve found a few already here. About our old colleagues, I think I am also like you where talking with them may get a little awkward with the silence and all but no frets, I think once we try to open up and try to block the negativity that they are still the ones that we know from the past, things will start to turn better. But yes, I have to admit that out of all, You‘re still the one with Sam that I can tell off anything without thinking twice. Even with the dirtiest thought that crosses my mind, I still let you guys know of it without even modifying any part of the thought because I know you guys won’t judge me. I don’t mind making new friends but I do mind if I lost the ones I thought I’ll never lose. The one that promises not to lose contact after SPM.
So, don’t worry best friend, let’s just continue our lives with the sweetest thought in mind that even with a million miles between us, our bond is still stronger than ever. No matter what happen, you got me. and, I know I got you on my side always. But, maybe you wanna tell me who your friends in IS too. I think you know ody some of my friends here, so wouldn’t hurt if we share more right? hehe.
Love, Loren, the cutest doofus. Hahaha.